Wednesday, May 25, 2022

I am the sinful woman...

 

My faith journey involves a lot of patience, mercy, grace and love...not just for others but for myself. I continue to ponder on the idea that faith and the manifestations of it can be offensive especially when living cross culturally but as I reflect and walk through my days, I am finding that this may be a fear man has spoken over humanity, over me. Why? Because when I remember the times I encountered Jesus, the time growing up when His truth and love manifested, I realize that offense was not included in those moments.

 

I have read the story in Luke 7 of the “sinful woman” many times but as I read it this week, I see something very familiar in it. Not the sin…but the risk, the love and the culturally “unacceptable”. I see Jesus, I see myself, I see Jesus serving through the outpouring of a “sinful woman”. And you know what? It can appear offensive.

 

“As she stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them.”

 

Then Jesus is basically scolded by his host, a Pharisee…Jesus responds.

 

“Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet. Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven—as her great love has shown. But whoever has been forgiven little loves little.”

 

Wow! This was not her home. This was not her guest. She was not invited. She was not the host.

 

I want to be more like her…

 




 

 

Sunday, April 10, 2022

Does faith offend?

It has been a long time since I have bothered to type out my thoughts and feelings in a blog. Most days I feel my words fall on deaf ears, closed minds, and hardened hearts...then I realize that the small health community I serve in does not reflect the greater community. 

Or does it? 

But then other days I feel that my voice is just another addition to the noise around us adding to the chaos of the world. However, during my reflection this past week, I really believe that my silence comes from the reality that even in my quiet, daily care of the suffering and dying, there was a deep fear that my faith would offend. It was not a strong fear, but I discovered it way deep in the part of my heart that has been hurt, bandaged and hurt again. 

Who would it offend? 

Well...not the Brothers and Sisters of other faiths I care for but actually the Brothers and Sisters of my same "faith". So, I would like to thoughtfully, prayerfully take the risk and sling some stories and ideas out on paper (in this case a computer screen) for us to all process together, maybe learn from, and I pray it is not just more noise in the greater chaos of the world or another brick in the walls we have placed around ourselves in the process of self-protection. So, the stories I want to journey through will look at the core question and allow everyone reading to share as they journey with me.

Does faith offend?